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  Daddy PI

  Book 1 of the Daddy PI Casefiles

  E J Frost

  Daddy PI

  Book 1 of the Daddy PI Casefiles

  Copyright © 2019 E J Frost

  www.ejfrost.com

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  This book is a work of fiction. All names, characters, places and events in this book are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, locales, business establishments or organizations is strictly coincidental.

  The quotation from Middlemarch: A Study of Provincial Life, George Eliot (1871-1872) is in the public domain.

  WARNING: This novel contains adult themes which may considered offensive by some readers. This book is for sale to adults only, as defined by the laws of the country in which the purchase is made.

  DISCLAIMER: This novel contains descriptions of practices which may be injurious to the practitioner’s health. It is not intended as a guide or handbook. The author is not responsible for any loss, harm, injury or death resulting from the use or demonstration of the information contained in this book.

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  For Olivia, who restored my faith.

  Contents

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Afterword

  Excerpt from Daddy PI, Book 2

  Glossary of SLANG and UNUSUAL Terms

  About the Author

  Also by E J Frost

  1

  Widows are the worst part of my job.

  Worse than the pain in a client’s eyes when I tell them it’s a family member who has fucked them over. Worse than the three times I’ve been shot at. It’s the uncomprehending grief of the recently widowed that always threatens to rip the heart out of my chest. Their loved one was there yesterday, or two days ago, or ten. Now they’re not. It makes no sense. After being there for years, sometimes decades, the person is simply gone, and the widow has to keep on living as though their world hasn’t just dived headfirst into an empty concrete pool.

  Regina Black, or “Reggie” as she asks me to call her, is the same as every other widow I’ve met. She looks hollowed out by grief. Scoured by it. She’s still tan and put-together in a dark brown, linen skirt suit. She goes through the motions of being okay. But it’s there in her empty eyes, the pallor under her tan.

  I want to hug her. Stroke her artfully tousled bottle-blonde hair. The way I would comfort my baby doll, or any submissive who came to me hurting and needy.

  But Reggie Black’s a stranger, a stranger who’s threatening a lawsuit against my client. So, instead, I shake her hand and show her to the circular couch in the suite the cruise line has booked for me at the M Hollywood Hotel. I offer her bottled water, which she takes with a trembling hand and sips.

  As I watch her shake, my arms and chest ache. A dull physical pain. I’ve always felt this way around women who were hurting. Long before I realized I was a Dom. Way back when I was a kid.

  As Reggie Black drinks her water, I remember racing down the hill by our house in Morecambe to pick up my little sister when she’d fallen off her bike and skinned her knee. Mum and Dad waved from the top of the hill, encouraging her to get up, try again. I cradled Lizbeth on my lap and picked the gravel out of her knee and kissed it better until I got an erection and had to move her off me for fear she’d feel it and freak out. Mum always praised me for being such a good big brother to Lizbeth, but the dirty truth was that I protected and cared for her because something deep in me demanded it, the same something that filled my wet dreams with images of bending my sweet little sister over the edge of my bed, tying her hands behind her, and deflowering her while she sobbed and screamed my name.

  I shake myself out of my thoughts. I have a baby girl I can do any filthy thing I want to now. She’ll be with me in less than ten hours. I can wrap her in my arms and cuddle her and take all the pain that I can’t take from the woman sitting across from me. With Reggie Black, I have to be cool and professional.

  I flip open my Moleskine notebook to a fresh page, uncap my pen and set them on the coffee table between us. “Mrs. Black, I’m very sorry for your loss.”

  She puts the bottle down on the table, crosses her legs and clasps her hands around her knees. I can always tell a woman’s age by her hands, and Mrs. Black’s hands are slender and smooth, the blue veins that will be prominent in another decade still buried under a layer of tanned, taut skin. Early thirties. Twenty years younger than her husband.

  “My lawyer advised me not to come today,” she says. “Are you recording this?”

  “No. I’d have to tell you if I was. But I’d like to make notes, if I may?” I pat the open notebook.

  Her bloodshot eyes flick to it; she nods. “You said in your email that you didn’t believe it was food-poisoning. You said you want to find out what really happened to my husband. Is that right?”

  “Yes.”

  “Why?”

  “It’s what I do,” I say. “I’d like you to help me, but if you’d prefer not to talk about recent events, I understand. If all you can give me is background, that would help, too.”

  She lifts her chin so the cords in her throat stand out against her gilded skin. “My husband went on what I thought was a routine business trip to Mexico. He came back Sunday afternoon two weeks ago. We were supposed to meet friends for cocktails and dinner at eight, but by seven he asked me to cancel because he said he felt terrible. He went upstairs. I heard him being sick. By the time I went upstairs with the antacids, he was lying on the bathroom floor without a pulse.” She takes a deep breath and releases it. “That’s what happened.”

  Most of that’s in the reports the cruise line provided me. She omitted that she tried to resuscitate him for fifteen minutes before she called an ambulance. Thinking of her terror as she pushed on her husband’s chest and tried to force air into his unmoving lungs for fifteen minutes hurts so badly that my stomach cramps around the breakfast I just ate. But her pain’s not material to my investigation, so I just nod, keeping my eyes on her face, my gaze gentle.

  “Other than vomiting, did he complain of anything else?” I ask.

  “A headache. He didn’t say he had chest pains or I’d have taken him straight to the ER. Bill had a minor heart attack six years ago. I wouldn’t have taken any chest pain lightly. He knew that.”

  Which is probably why he didn’t say anything about it. All of the other victims reported chest pains, profuse sweating and a racing pulse along with the headache and nausea. “Had
he had food poisoning before? Was he allergic to anything?”

  She shakes her head. “Not that I knew of.”

  “What about his lifestyle? Did he exercise? Drink? Smoke?”

  She arches a well-groomed brow many shades darker than her hair. “I think you know more about his lifestyle than I do.”

  I nod and clasp my hands between my knees, hoping to look non-threatening. “I’m sorry you found out this way. It must have been a shock.”

  “You could say that.” She stops staring me down, picks up the water, and takes another sip to steady herself. “I mean, I’ve read Fifty Shades like everyone else, but I had no idea my own husband was into . . . what do you call it?”

  “Kink.”

  “Kink? Like a bent cord?”

  “Yes.”

  She shakes her head. “And that’s what this cruise was all about, right? Kink . . . kinky sex?”

  “Yes.”

  “God, I had no idea.” Her soft, red mouth twists bitterly. “I feel like I’ve lost Bill twice over. How could I have been married to the man for nine years and not known about this?”

  I spread my hands. “Many people feel they need to hide it. Fifty Shades aside, kink’s not widely accepted. Maybe he worried it would have hurt his marriage to you, or his career, or his friendships. There are lots of reasons.”

  “Are you?” She presses her lips together before continuing. “Are you part of this lifestyle, Mr. Logan?”

  “Yes,” I say simply.

  A hint of color rises to her cheeks. “I’m sorry. I had no business asking that. I’m just so angry. At everyone, and everything, associated with Bill’s death. At this lifestyle of his. But I know you didn’t have anything to do with it. I’m sorry . . . I’m taking it out on you.”

  “No problem.” I accept her apology the way I’d accept a bottom’s who’d misbehaved. Only I’m not going to be able to spank Reggie Black into forgiveness, no matter how badly she needs it. “Going back to your husband’s habits, did he exercise? Drink? Smoke?”

  She shrugs. “He golfed occasionally. He wasn’t really much for exercise, and I nagged him about his weight, I’ll admit. I tried to get him into low calorie beer.” She gives me a fragile, broken smile. “He called it horse piss. He liked his craft beers, and his gin. But he wasn’t really a big drinker. A couple of beers a week and a few gin and tonics on the weekend. He never smoked cigarettes . . . well, he never smoked that I knew of. I guess he could have been doing two packs a day, for all I know.”

  My chest clenches, hearing her doubting everything about the man she was married to.

  “Mrs. Black, can I offer you a word of advice?”

  Which she’ll probably ignore, but her glaring, grating pain makes me ask anyway.

  She frowns at me resentfully, but she nods.

  “Finding out a secret about a loved one can be painful,” I say. “And I can see finding out about your husband’s alternative lifestyle has hurt you. But that doesn’t mean he was a different person from the man you knew. We all have secrets.”

  “Do you . . . keep your kink or whatever a secret?”

  She keeps throwing it back to me, invading my privacy, as a way of assuaging her grief. I’ve seen it before. I try not to take it personally.

  “No, not anymore. But I certainly never told my parents while they were alive.”

  She sighs and curls in on herself, her shoulders sagging, and I have that overwhelming urge to hug her again. And to put her over my knee.

  “I don’t understand why Bill thought he couldn’t tell me. Did he think I wouldn’t understand? That I’d, what, reject him?” She loses the battle against the tears welling in her eyes and they streak down her cheeks for a second before she pulls out a tissue and blots them away. “God, I’m sorry. That’s not why you’re here. What can I tell you that will help you find out what happened to him?”

  “What did he tell you about the business trip? Who was he going with? Where was he going? Who he was meeting?”

  She shakes her head, but not in denial. I think she’s trying to remember conversations that at the time probably seemed inconsequential.

  “It was a business trip like a hundred other business trips,” she says haltingly. “Bill was in recruitment. He travelled frequently to meet new clients, or new candidates. This trip was longer than most, but he went on longer trips once or twice a year.” She steeples her hands and presses them to her lips, but continues speaking around them. “Those longer trips, they probably weren’t business trips at all, were they?”

  “They could very well have been,” I say, trying to keep her on track. “Was he travelling with anyone?”

  She nods. “He had two assistants. Jay and Chrisjean. One or the other usually went with him.”

  “Did either of them go on this trip with him?”

  “Both, actually. He was annoyed about it. Chris was supposed to be accompanying him because she had the contacts with the Mexican telecom companies, but she had some family thing come up, so she had to fly back early. Jay went out for the last few days of the trip. I know he was there because I spoke to Bill every day at noon. A ‘nooner,’ he used to call it.” Her smile is so sad, the ache in my gut redoubles. “No matter where he was in the world, he’d call me every day at noon. He put Jay on to say ‘hello’ during the call from Puerto Vallarta.”

  I make a note. “Could you give me Jay’s full name?”

  She does and I write it out.

  “And Chrisjean?”

  She gives me that, too.

  “Could you tell me about Jay and Chrisjean? What kind of relationships did they have with your husband?”

  “Sexual relationships, you mean?” she asks, arching that dark brow at me again.

  I rub my fingertips against my palms to quell their twitching. A hard spanking would give her the emotional catharsis she needs, help her start processing her grief so she’s not striking out at strangers every five minutes. And I’d feel so much better after delivering a spanking. Her pain’s twisting me in fucking knots.

  “No, I don’t mean sexual relationships, unless you knew your husband was having sexual relations with his assistants,” I say evenly, although it’s an effort.

  She has the grace to blush. “No, he didn’t. Or I don’t think he did. I don’t know anymore. He had a previous assistant, Rosario. He was involved with her before we were married. But he let her go and hired Jay when our relationship got serious. Jay was his protégé. They were very close. Bill was grooming Jay to take over. He used to say, ‘five more years and I’m out; Jay will be ready.’ Of course, he’s been saying that for seven years, but that’s Bill. He never could let go of his work. Chrisjean’s a recent hire. Maybe a year, eighteen months, something like that. Bill wasn’t sure whether she was going to work out. He said she was unreliable. He was angry about it, actually, during the trip. He mentioned it several times during our nooners and again when he got back.”

  “Did he mention what the family problem was that made her leave the trip early?” I ask, bending over my notepad and scribbling.

  “No. Bill was good like that. He understood that people had lives outside of work. He didn’t pry into other people’s problems.”

  “Mm-hmm.” Or he valued his privacy, given what he was doing with it, and didn’t want to give anyone an excuse to pry. I ask her a few more questions designed to relax her. Details of her husband’s company, his working hours, their trips together. Then I get to the questions I know will upset her most. “Did your husband ever take drugs?”

  “What do you mean?”

  “Recreationally.”

  She shrugs. “Doesn’t everyone?”

  I don’t. I don’t tolerate it in my bottoms, either, and have broken it off with two of them because they wanted to continue stuffing junk up their noses. I should be all the high my bottoms need. “What did he take?”

  “Ecstasy at parties. Viagra, sometimes. Oxy when he overdid it on the golf course. Pot to relax, things
like that.”

  That’s a lot, at least in my book. No wonder her lawyer advised her against this interview. I’m not a lawyer, but I’m pretty sure she just scuttled her whole case against the cruise line by admitting her husband used drugs.

  “How often?” I ask with a shrug, keeping it light and casual.

  “Not often. He didn’t have a problem or anything.”

  Not sure I agree. “So, once a week? Once a month?”

  “A couple of times a month maybe. Weed more often if he was having a tough week.”

  I nod as though what she’s said is inconsequential. “Did he ever have an adverse reaction to anything?”

  “No. He got the munchies from weed. Peanut butter was his thing.” She smiles sadly. “He’d go through a whole jar of peanut butter after a joint.”

  Taking advantage of this woman’s grief twists the knots in my guts tighter; I give her a minute before I ask, “Did he have someone he bought from regularly?”

  “A dealer?” She glares at me. “No, of course not. He got the prescriptions from his doctor. Everything else was casual.”

  Which tells me Mr. Black was not adverse to buying illegal drugs from a stranger. Something I’m very sure Mrs. Black’s lawyers would not want her telling me. Something she wouldn’t tell me if she was thinking instead of mourning. Enough. I’ve gotten what I need.

  “Mrs. Black, this has been very helpful. Thank you so much for agreeing to meet with me.”

  She sits back and works her mouth for a moment, as though she’s just realized the things coming out of it were not what she intended to say. Her eyes harden and I have to ball my hands into fists to keep from grabbing her and putting her over my knee.